Friday, 17 January 2014

Saddest Thing Ever

Annyeong!

Ok, first of all I just wanna say that my blog is full with dust, spiders, cockroaches and much more. hihi. Melampau nau! 

Now, dah tak ada lagi tempat untuk Gee luahkan apa yang Gee rasa dalam hati ni. So, blog la jadi mangsanya. Before this boleh cerita dekat family, boleh cerita dekat kawan tapi kali ni rasa macam tak boleh nak luahkan dekat diorang. Rasa berat sangat mulut nak luahkan semuanya. So blog, please be nice to me this year. 

Emm.. Gee nak bagitau yang sekarang Gee tengah patah hati. Selama Gee tak update blog ni Gee happy sebab dapat kenal benda baru, try new things like main ular, get more pets and much more but lately seriously rasa macam nak terjun dari highland tower. Why? Broken-hearted. 

I do admire one little boy. Ok, boy. Obviously he's younger than me. BUT ! He got his own girl. He even got the girl's mother blessing. Dang! Sumpah jealous. Hurmm.. Hancur hati. Tak tahu la nak describe macam mana hati Gee sekarang ni. Hancur gila. Now, I promise to myself that this is the last guy who I admire for the rest of my life. We both got our nickname. Oh, I won't tell you here. 

Sedih when this thing happen. Of course la when we admire someone, we wish that he would be mine someday. But in my situation, memang takkan tercapai la impian tu. Sakit hati! Tak tahu la nak explain macam mana. Lepas he said everything just going smoothly and he already declared with that cute girl, terus menitis air mata Gee. 

Ok la, sampai sini je la kita berkawan. No more being kakak adik. Awak anggap kakak adik but for we're more than that. Biasa la, perempuan kan. Hati lembut. Mudah jatuh hati. Sekali suka, anything happen, nama dia tetap terpahat dalam hati ni. 

Takpe la. Takde rezeki we want to proceed to more serious relationship but at least I'm glad to know you 'adik'. I won't disturb you after this. You can text me but I won't reply. That's it. Fullstop.



I hangmogeul ilgeo jusyeoseo, jeongmal gumawo! Annyeong gaseyo!